Feelings, Views and Thoughts

Lessons learned:
no matter what you do, how good you’re at it, it’s all just work. A job that will receive a paycheck, that others won’t give a damn if you sacrificed personal time on it. People forget easily and only few will recognize all those effort that in the end wouldn’t matter anyway.

My mistake, I treat everything I do like my own. But where does this lead me? - nowhere.
Another reason I left my job, is I am beginning to complain too much. Because my patience are all used up, I snap easily. I complain, so therefore, after analyzing, I need to take a break and do something different for a while, Lower my stress level, I must recuperate and recharge.
It’s not like me to take a long vacation and so I opted to switch to another channel.
But I MUST Make sure I must not commit the same mistake.

Work of Change

I’m resigning from my current employment - effective June 28, 2012. Will be submitting my resignation on Monday May 21, 2012. After 7-1/2 years, I finally decided to leave this post.

Why? - Simple. All my efforts, sincerity and love for the job is unappreciated. monetary or verbally. Nil. and this hit me hard last December 2011 to finally realize that my employer do not see anything good about things I’ve done to my disadvantage personally (fyi: I saved them US$600,000.00 worth of headache) and I wasn’t able to accept it until now, and to be able to be happy, I must leave it all behind me, find myself another job and move on.

Hope that my move will finally awaken my employer to see how valuable “me” is. to see how efficiently work can be done, when The time come that I’m no longer around. Well, I’ve had enough, neck-high-used-up patience.

Change is uncertain. It may or not be the best option, but I will take this already. I said Yes and I’m leaving.

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Resigned

Finally said it. They accepted. And that’s that.

poemsfallfrommycursedlips:

“’Violence is when one works for 40 years for a few crumbs, and nevertheless has to ask for the right to retire. […] Violence is the employer’s right to dismiss you whenever he wants’. wrote 44 year old teacher Metikis Savas in a suicide note before hanging himself in his parents’ house.”

How do you do it? To be positive. How not to whine about a bad day? that is if you have any. To be always cheerful as if you’re not experiencing any burden? Not to be angry, like it doesn’t matter anyways? Not to be stressed by anybody as if its no big deal? How do you do it? Its so hard to be positive.

I feel bad when I read post
Of people feeling alone
That they feel nobody is there
To share their life with
That people feel they’re lost
Doing the same things
Over and over and over again
That deep down its darkness
No meaning, no depth as to why
They need to go on
Why is real love so elusive
Happiness is unattainable
That having a goal is pointless
That people think
That all is temporary
Or maybe Its not the truth
That they cannot grasp
The meaning of Forever
I wish tell them that only
If you try to let go
Of the fears and take risk
To commit, that you’ll
Find true happiness
In love.